....year ago was the best night of my life... and in thinking of that makes tonight the worst. I guess Its time for me to stop on here lil ker bear. Ill never stop lovign you and... >>
....year ago was the best night of my life... and in thinking of that makes tonight the worst. I guess Its time for me to stop on here lil ker bear. Ill never stop lovign you and in a few min im gonna go loo at the moon hoping you and I are thinking of each other. So i guess after one yer to the date of us deciding to finally get married im giving up. I feel like Ive lost so much, but at the same time know exactly what I want. Its not your fault, i want you to be wirth me bc you want to , not bc you feel bad not doing so. Im in houston for good now until something happens of until , well whaatever now point rambling. Thanks everyone for your input but I guess my lil ker bear is gone for good adn I am just gonna have to live withthe fact I wont have what I consider to be the most perfect wife in the world to me. KEri I am not mad at you, I love you, I love you so much that Im walking away. If YOu ever find it in you to contact me that woudl be a wonderful thing. If not I wish you the best, I ove you, Ill always be here for you, Ill never hurt you in any form and Ill never make you feel bad for doing what you thougth was right. SO I guess this is a sincere goodbye. I opted not to go out tongiht in fear of running into you and having am emotional breakdown so its just me the lil dog adn my mom. For what its worth you were the one adn you alwasy will be. Im sorry we cant ever know what might have been. For I know we are like best friends, lovers, and connected in so mnay ways but im startign out 2010leaving you alone and leaving you with a big hug, kiss and thaking you for the best night of my life one year ago from tofay. i love you and always will. I only wish you would have came back and at least gicen it a chance. I guess there are other plans for me and though Ill never see anythign better than you and I, ill try to make the ebst out of wha tI have left and pray that one day we both run into each other adn never part agaion, btu Ithink that is nothing but false hopes. But Ive been livign on those for the last year. I love you. As I cry I say my goodbye and finally see I am not only not wanted by you , but hated. I didnt expect this in a mnillion years. Btu I dont hate you, actualy I catn, I love you with all my heart baby. My door is always open and you are alwasy welcomed with no explanation. Goodbye keri, I oveyou. I hope you wear your ring. YOu will see me again, just not how youll even come to think of. For wirthoutmy baby what else is there? Empyness in which no woman could ever fill. I mniss you aND LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH. Well until that day comes in the way Im thinking or until you decide to show up to see me like last year. I loveyou and you will always be in my thoughts. I cant get over you. NEver will. But hey, I at least know what true love is, and know what true sadness and emptyness is. YOu have no explaination needed to me, all I ever want is you, and I think you will soon feel the same once my efforts cease. IF this is true come to me, go with your gut feeling. goodbye keri, you are truly missed.
brian
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